a depleted sense of self

recently, i lost my sense of self. i did something awful, out of character for me.
i lost my dignity and i lost my friends. over the past 15 days i've been making
some journal entries about it, to process how i feel. this website will be a log
of said entries, including any future entries. for me, it's a form of healing, to
reconsider who i am. i know nothing about html, so i'll also be developing a
new skill along the way. wish me luck!